Photo Exploration: Theo in the Backyard, June 2014.

June 24, 2014 at 3:45 pm

Theo, June 2014

Theo play­ing in the back­yard as we do a lit­tle lawn main­te­nance. He real­ly loves his “dig­gers and dumpers.”

When you play with expired film, some­times you get a mash of spot­ty col­or and weak con­trast. This roll turned out fine, and I’m grate­ful. There are some oth­er shots of Theo, but this is the one I real­ly took as a favorite. There aren’t any par­tic­u­lar­ly amaz­ing mes­sages com­ing from this, but it is still a nice “day in the life” work.

I’m spend­ing more of my time work­ing on series for show, get­ting gallery work togeth­er and real­ly striv­ing for a more “fine art” pre­sen­ta­tion. It’s a bit exhaust­ing, and it does­n’t always give me the space to just shoot. I’ve got­ten more hes­i­tant about shar­ing work on social media, as if the respons­es won’t be hon­est enough. I want to just work with shar­ing­prints these days, but even that has become a block and I’m not print­ing as much as I was ear­li­er this year. I feel that if I bring this work out into the world, I need a wor­thy place to present and dis­cuss. And that’s still being searched for.…maybe indefinitely.

All that said, I like this pho­to as it takes me away from all that navel gaz­ing and is just a nice time hang­ing out with Theo.

Theo at Play, June 2013

June 30, 2013 at 5:26 pm

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Theo at play in June 2013. Asheville play­ground off Fairview Rd. b/w in the Fuji x100

Photo Exploration: Theo on Stairs (Gratitude)

November 21, 2012 at 3:16 pm

If you have a child, or know some­one with a child, you’ve got a ready-at-all-times pho­tog­ra­phy sub­ject. They move in unique ways, their per­spec­tive on every­thing is often quite enlight­en­ing, their expres­sions and emo­tions are far more unin­hib­it­ed than when we get old­er. And they nev­er seem to do the same thing for very long so there is always some­thing new to photograph.

This pho­to was tak­en just a cou­ple of months before Theo turned two. It had been a pleas­ant after­noon strolling around the Bilt­more Estate gar­dens but Theo was ready to climb some stairs on his own. Stairs are tricky things, espe­cial­ly for those in their first year of walk­ing upright. As walk­ing is basi­cal­ly con­trolled falling, the idea that in order to climb (or descend) stairs one must fall up or down onto a dif­fer­ent hor­i­zon­tal must be quite an adjust­ment. It makes for some won­der­ful sto­ry-telling — this new con­quer­ing of land­scape. An acqui­si­tion of a skill that will prob­a­bly nev­er leave.

Theo, Bilt­more Estate. July 2012. Canon A‑1, 50mm f/1.8, Ilford HP5+

Pho­tog­ra­phy helps me remem­ber moments. My days seem to be so full that I can get con­fused on remem­ber­ing if some­thing was a cou­ple of days or a cou­ple of weeks ago. But with pho­tographs, espe­cial­ly if I am dis­ci­plined in record­ing when a pho­to was tak­en, I can go back and have per­spec­tive on some past moments. It helps keep my mem­o­ry lin­ear­ly intact. And while there is some­thing to be said for hav­ing a gen­er­al jum­ble of feel­ings, I do like to have my own time­line at least some­what organized.

This Thanks­giv­ing hol­i­day I am grate­ful for the abil­i­ty to watch and engage with Theo’s life as he grows. It does some­times seem to hap­pen in the blink of an eye,  but with pho­tog­ra­phy at least I can cap­ture it in 1/60th sec­ond bursts.

Avoiding the Chill, December 2010

December 15, 2010 at 3:20 pm